| Monday, November 20th, 2006 |
| 10:53 pm |
NEED A RIDE TO ROCHESTER AREA
I AM IN DIER NEED OF A RIDE TUESDAY NITE OR WED MORNING to the rochester area.... is anyone going that way for thanksgiving. contact 914-420-3036 aaron.waytkus@purchase.edu thanks aaron |
| Tuesday, December 13th, 2005 |
| 11:24 pm |
HEY PURCHASE....
I KNOW ITS RANDOM BUT WOULD ANYONE HAPPEN TO HAVE A COPY OF
"THE HOUSE OF MORECOCK" DVD OR A DOWNLOADED EPISODE
I AM DOING N ESSAY ON JOE PHILLIPS AND WOULD BE INTERESTED IN HAVING IT. |
| Saturday, March 12th, 2005 |
| 2:52 am |
To me it was different to me it was fun it was amazing it was an experience unlike any other it was me there with a boi but not just any boi a boy I actually wanted there.. one to lie there and just feel pressed up against me. Was I able to please him yes I was and him me just the emotions that surged from his touch. To me it was not a hook up one of those petty things that you just happen upon one night when you are horny and need an orifice to play with… I was infatuated with him I liked him I found him attractive smart and mysterious one boy whom was different… my wall was taken down so quickly I ripped it down with all my might ready and willing to let him in and he came in ripped in penetrated me pushed forcefully but elegantly into me and I enjoyed it … finally I found someone I could let in to the locked up boxes of my existence… and now he ripped it apart left it shattered and destroyed…To him it was a fling a period of waiting pleasure for him a time for me to actually enjoy his presence but not himself… and now he waits for his X who will visit soon… I sit here tonight just being told “ he still loves that boy”… I failed yet again that’s twice this semester fuck in both ways only I get this line but what the hell all well… so where do I go from here…. Mental breakdown not an option… I have way to much to do so I will go through the next week exploring my only ability to cope that I can immersing myself completely in the shit that I have overwhelmed myself with. |
| Friday, January 7th, 2005 |
| 3:14 pm |
ahhhhhhhhh
Celardoor1: well i guess its common place for you not to return a friends im Celardoor1: well then ill rant anyway and youll get this some time later maybe after you stop looking at the porn sites Celardoor1: so how often does it occur that you find a boy and he seems really awesome and you are like wow but confused at the same time... and thing s are going well for like a month your talking and try to meet twice but both times plans fall through on both ends Celardoor1: and then you meet another boy... but this boy is the complete opposit of the first... the first you are obviously sexually attracted to and you enjoy having a conversation with him even know the conv usually is not very in depth and you usually converse on a sexual topic.... but yet the other boy is different... he is slightly to moderatly flamboyant ... is a romance language major loves french works in a pizza shop... sings in the car with friends... loves broadway and the golden girls Celardoor1: and is eirily like a carbon copy of you... Celardoor1: So YOU LIKE BOTH OF THEM AT THE SAME TIME... but you fear if you do that you will loose both Celardoor1: how often does this happend... |
| Friday, December 31st, 2004 |
| 8:44 pm |
im in da city hanging with some friends... yay for me no real city stuff... just a party at his house in brooklyn... but anyways ....WHEN DO YOU LEAVE!!??? i want to see you,... need to see you i think you leave monday ... ahh cause i am prob going home tommorrow... ahhhhh.... but hell it will work out last night was good but sucked all at the same time i mean it turned out good.,... so i plan on going to this club with friends and stuff and arange for cj to meet me but ... the fucking bouncer decided to accuse my friend of chalking... which is actually not true of the id he had so ... then he wasnt alowed in so we dont go... so i called cj and told him and so he had to turn around and go back out to long island and i do not get to see him and i feel so bad and am angry but hay it will work out .... god hates me .... |
| Tuesday, December 28th, 2004 |
| 10:48 pm |
so yay
its been a fun break and couple of days. But hell i got a question is? If a boy is 9 years older than you should you attempt it? and if he talks about his X alot and regrets ever being stupid and not commiting should you even think about it? |
| Wednesday, December 8th, 2004 |
| 12:59 am |
 you're a gaurdian angel. you fight and protect the people you love and vaule. what kind of angel are you? brought to you by Quizillaanyway that was quick and painless unlike life |
| Tuesday, November 9th, 2004 |
| 3:35 pm |
wow what a weekend
wild wind of stuff... I MOURN IN A HAPPY WAY.,... RIP Maveret ... you will be missed forever... yay i just began thinking as i.... changed all my plans and took a surprising trip upstate for the wake... i gave elanor the quarter that maveret gave me the second night of the musical... maybe it will help her remember her lines in the after life... but i digress ... so mave is the start the first death in a process |
| Friday, October 22nd, 2004 |
| 12:45 am |
yay today wasnt bad alittle tired have friends over ian trying to sleep in my bed... us poking him so he doesnty fun fun... yay love you laura... and all you other peeps... gtg see ya ... nights.. |
| Thursday, October 21st, 2004 |
| 1:14 pm |
wow mirror posting scary....
yea... whats up everyone... i am sorry if i havent been able to speak with you lately... been bussy... i will call you all soon... but i am doing better... not really home sick... this is my home now... time flys though midterms are almost over... god... all well... but i guess it wont be that bad... so i am gaining some good friends... true bonds and trust... me and my roommate get along great... its awesome... i have two more fag hags... to say the least... love life... well i went to the cheescake factory with a few friends and as we left this waiter and i totally checked each other out. roman my friend told me to give him my number... i said hell no... so he gave it to him for me.... the boi is named Jay... he grew up in the bronx, 21, went to florida state for a year didnt like it... came back and now is at westchester community college... we shall see if anything comes of it... we are going to go out sometime... i am going home this weekend... yay... i guess... i have become happy here i think .... the drama doesnt exist in my life... at least no wheres like befor... and its nice... and the rest of existance isnt that bad... i miss peeps butits ok... tara called me last night at like 130am it was crazy... and i had a dream that was crazy lets just say it started with me in skimpy underwear at a pride day... and then i was with kristin and their was a killer hail storm and then the grandmother from suddenly susan who was kristins grandmother in my dream started bitching to me and scolding me about a drug problem that kristin had... wowww what a dream ... then i woke up 20 min late.... yay all welll its all good ttyal |
| Monday, October 4th, 2004 |
| 2:29 pm |
so this is my livejournal it seems so foreign ... like a plague that i can see consuming everyone yet i still sit accross the bay in seclusion... i guess for population sake i will update here for a while so i love you all and will update... here... life is ok... last night was fucked up but eh all well... Velvet Goldmind is a fucked up movie but all good... i got a letter from MIMA today.. Yay gotta love your grandmas... talk to you all sooon again. Current Mood:  amused |
| Monday, March 29th, 2004 |
| 12:20 am |
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